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Posted by Dennis Ng , Thursday, September 3, 2009 12:41 PM

took leave to rest at home today.. hopefully i can recover. If i dont recover i cannot train well... i cannot really go out to meet friends. So today, i rest. Haha.. but after seeing doctor last night, i went for a 3km jog with ezra, still ok, and so this morning too.

Ytd had a good time chatting with Sally, came to know her a bit more. Though beautiful and popular, she got her equal sets of pain and struggles. To hear from her, i am emotionally shock too. What that may have happen to her, could have destroy the innocent and purity of her heart. But i hope it doesn't. I thank God for this new friend Sally. Also a trying hard to be happy girl (like another someone whom i knew not long ago), kind, nice, beautiful lady. Sometimes i find them so much more lovely then many Christians, just that they have not come to know the Lord, they are not so protected, suffering in this twisted world. It is my privilege to have come to hear these people share they parts of hurts and personal matters. If only i could share some of the burdens, and to share whatever love and grace that i may have within me.

Sad isn't it, so many people trying hard to be happy. When deep inside i had a glimpse of the fears and wounds. They hide it so deep, that the surface may not show. But i see it, and i felt it. Kinda strange ya? I'm a guy ya know? Not a girl. Not suppose to be like that. But i somehow just felt it. Well... really.. what can i do?