Sacred Sadness

Posted by Dennis Ng , Thursday, December 16, 2010 4:05 PM

The deep sadness and wounds that i carry
Years and after years of pain
Since the womb of the mother
Rejected and betrayed

Carrying the grief with those
That has pass away before myself
My brothers that never had the chance
So i carried their burdens and pain

The brother whom i grew up with
Brought me to the gates of hell
Left me on the streets to die
And never again i saw his face

Even as i grew up, seeking comfort
from those whom failed me one by one
with kisses of betrayer and lies
Oh such torment promises

For a moment i felt love no more
A seeming impossible dream to attain
where the flowers lost its colors
I couldn't smell it anymore, I lost all senses

Kissing the rain of tears
that flows into a river to nowhere
With winter freezing cold
That turns my river to ice

How deep is this endless void
Is crucifixion my only way out
than let me go, if not
Put my hands together with a little hope of prayer