Feeling Sad, Just today

Posted by Dennis Ng , Wednesday, October 7, 2009 9:19 PM

Ytd i had a good time with Kor Hon at the Rendezvous hotel for a international buffet. He gave me a wonderful devotional book... it is very beautiful and deep and soul cutting within. It was the best birthday gift i had this year. And i treat him dinner... we talk about many things and personal stuff... He said lucky i am a Christian, if not i would have been a devil out there... haha... indeed... i wont say much here why. Not in the mood too. I had some photos too but i dont feel like putting up.

Then just now Henry treats me to a Crab Zhi Cha... woah damn nice crab! Big juicy... and... that happy moment only last for awhile.

There is a saying, that people truly bond and fellowship together when they eat together. I believe so. And it makes me sad. Just for today... allow me to feel sad though there is no reason to be sad... I made a decision which i see best. A space needed for a flower to grow and nature... so that it may grow healthily and beautifully. Only some fertilizer, is needed, not too much. The roots had to grow deeper and it has to be expose to the sunlight. I gave whatever i can, like a wind that carries the rain for the flower and moved away. For some reason i feel sad... i feel the saddness... just today just today...