Malfunction?

Posted by Dennis Ng , Monday, November 15, 2010 3:19 PM

Meeting brenda for ping pong tonight.. after that meeting chew ping whos back from Laos for only a few days. Haven seen Ping for years, wonder how have she been... haha. Cool...

Spend 1500 on clothings... suits... for the wedding. wow.. i'm going crazy already. And more spending to come.

Is it my emptiness doing the work? Or the misses... after going out with dixie, a few gals and chatting with them. I concluded, getting in love is not easy at all. I only like them, enjoy friendship thats all.

Maybe i couldnt fall in love the same way anymore? Even towards Madeleine, nothing of this feeling really is considered love anymore. Perhaps, the damage has cause malfunction. The hardening.

I only wish to hide in the arms of God.