A moment of mistake

Posted by Dennis Ng , Monday, July 13, 2009 7:35 AM

This morning while i was preparing my meal replacement meal with water, i accidentally topple the bottle. All the powder mixed with water spilled all over the table. And below the table was 5 drawers and oven. To my horror... the watery mixed supplement slip into every drawer and unto the floor! I helplessly watch it happen. There was nothing i could do.

So with a heavy heart i slowly clean up the table top down... and as i clean up the drawers i realize the utensils and the things inside were hit.. i was like... i feel like crying T_T SOBZ!!!!

But as i clean i felt God speaking to me about my life, i didnt intentionally made those mistakes. There were times its just a moment of folly, which resulted a whole life of cleaning up the mess... and i realize how horrifying sin is. It spreads everywhere.. even to the innocence ( i tot of the utensils.. my spoons and fork and haiz..). Then the hardest place to clean is the floor... the powder got wet and stuck unto the floor. It was so damn hard to clean it of lo!!! I wash the cloth again and again, wipe the floor again and again.... until the cow come home!!! =_="

Then it was finished, and i felt relieve. IT was like half my life spend, it seems so LONG to me. Then i took out another packet of meal replacement to drink. This time round i again accidently drop some powder on the table. And when i looked at it.. well its no big deal, i just gone thru one super big time one, this is nothing man. LOL... i like become very hao lian already. But what a interesting morning. I should taken a photo of the mess before and after.

I wonder if my life has already been clean up. When i was cleaning the mess, i was hoping for someone to help me. But i know God is beside me teaching and watching over me. Because God reminded me that in my past life i always had someone to help me and pull me through, and those is by the grace of God that i survived and kept this life literally. God, thank you for teaching me your grace. You once again ans my prayer. Thank you Lord.