Madeleine is very sweet.. preparing the cup cakes and card. I knew it took her alot of effort and planning and tears. Esp schools project is at the peak and being upset with the gyms stuffs and me. Never the least, i appreaciate it. I ate the cup cakes, they were sweet. =) The card is simple, but much effort is seen. A love express thru pictures, a love simply hug and sweet.

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Though angry and upset, wouldnt i love her? Of cos i do. Emotions are just part of any relationship isnt it? Haha... who wont get jealous? Hope i did not leave an impression that i will leave her. Just need to cool off a little and process things out.

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Hm.. i did not take the pictures of my gifts for her... and the cookies i bake! Oh well... its alright as long as she loves it. We had a good time ytd, and a good dinner.. Madeleine really loves to talk... talks a lot a lot... haha...thats something similar to Yvette actually. But she is really... so cute... =) i enjoy keeping quiet looking at Madeleine and just enjoy it.

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She has really been crying a whole lot lately... when she came into my room... all the tears just burst out! non-stop!! i could have bottle a few hundred ml of tears. I think recently have been too much on her... so much things inside cannot contain. Hope she feels better now releasing all these heavy feelings. I will give her all my hugs and kisses. And i will nv nv... try to throw my temper at her. Because i love her.

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Madeleine is young, and hence still ignorane about many things. Its not her fault, many things are new to her and there is plenty for growth. And i am also still learning things, and being reminded of how to handle emotions and responsibilities. I am very happy to be able to get along with Madeleine. There is no regrets.. she is really wonderful. There are many good things about her. WHo says shes lousy? Nonsense... shes great! just a little young.

There is still a long journey ahead. When honey moon is over, then its normal. Real love and commitment comes now. Enjoy the love my Wolfress, thats what loving one another is all about. Not always lovey dovy. Forgiveness, willingness, bond, understanding, listening, sharing, bearing, gentleness, tenderness, giving, receiveing, accepting, acknowledging, caring, protecting... so many things. Thats why love is beautiful and long suffering. =p I love u Wolfress..