A special Card to me
Posted by Dennis Ng , Wednesday, May 5, 2010 8:24 AM
The card is really beautiful.. and i like it alot. Touching it makes me feel special. Made with much efforts and thoughts. Very sweet and i really love it..
Only if those words come true...
I wish that our relationship could have been better. Working out the problems and to compromise with one another, with understanding and love.
Maybe we should pause and start to learn listen to one another heart's cry and heart beat.
Arnt we suppose to communicate and talk to one another honestly with love? Than to hide and cover things from one another...
Could there be more effort for explanation? And to set boundaries for our love ones to protect the relationship?
Will we honor our relationship? Giving priority to one another?
Isnt love to fully appreciate and commit to another?
Since when love starts with finding faults?
I finally had a chance to fall in love meaningfully... i don't really want to lose it.
So what are the things that we can learn and correct on?
Do we have enough love to take up this task.. this reality?
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I always felt its a girls role not to mislead guys. It maybe a simple Birthday msg, but when its not a friend even it may bring misunderstanding. Didnt he send back a message to talk more personal things? Why open up room for more problems? Esp when we have many problems with this same guy. When she say BD to strangers or hi bye friends for 10 years, she is single, but now she is attach. She needs to know MAN's nature and where to draw a line. 1 thing i know for sure. She doesnt protect herself from all these. When she delete the sms and hide it from me, i am already quite sure, she really never did consider for my feelings. Rather "not to get found out" than talked to me about it or find a solution. That has made things worst 10 times. There is no cooperation, no listening, but finding faults. Initially She wanted me to help her cut off her ways where she know she easily mislead guys, now she changed her mind. She is keeping me out of it, wanting her smses and everything to be private. And yes i no longer want to see them to see disappointment. As she pushes me aside and not cooperating, the further we will drift. We wont experience love anymore...
In the end.. i still love Her... and will give my best to her. Even as i feel like giving up, it is just a moment of anger and saddness. I know cannot bear leaving her at all. Thats the problem with emotional man... I so desire to be love and understood as well...
I keep thinking about you every moment everyday everytime... do you know that?
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