As i walked further and further away

Thinking its a blessed path

With an adulterous heart

Forsaking the Faithful one

Thinking that i met a new love

To plan and work for the future

Not knowing sin and death lies ahead

I continue to move on

There were moments of joy

There were moments of happiness

However reality starts to kick in

Not knowing that the devil had deceive me

I totally have forgotten of The First love

The one who first love me

He who has saw me through and love me so

I have harden my heart for another

Being removed from the alter

I splendor all the time on the another

Given the most precious to the love i Thought was good

The false love that look attractive and beautiful to my eyes

Eventually the false love revealed its colors and path

I past through the doors of living hell

Rejection was all left for me

My most precious heart, time, dreams & love were all taken away

To the path i thought was heaven and love

I was left to be hang after i've gave them all i had

I was made to pay with no rewards and returns

All the scandal did is to look for another to serve her purpose

Temptation lies before to delude what was righteous and right

I am invited to betray my very soul

I was into the bondage of sin, i couldn't be free

Trap, hurt, helpless, broken and despair

Through the cold sleepless night

My tears flows into the river freezingly icy cold

My heart was cramped and heavy

A thousand needles upon it, killing it slowly

So i think back to where i came from, the place i left

I so regretted and did not appreciate His warmth

I started to cry again, taking His love for granted

I finally understood the feeling of being betrayed and deceive

On my knees i humbled myself again... I confess

let me return to where i once belong

draw me back to this Sanctuary i don't deserve

I was filthy, smelly, a lowly life

I repent, wanting to choose to do the right thing

yet still wounded and tempted, pleading for help

To remove the threads of sins entangling me

Set me free!! Cleanse me! Bathe me!!

Before the Holy one i said, i've wrong You badly

Please forgive me and take me back

Let me start all over again before you

And help me forgive those who have hurt me because they do not understand

From today onwards, please don't ever let me leave you again

Help me trust You to provide all of my needs

To trust You that you know whats the best path ahead

Refresh my heart, heal me, take me, I give myself back to you.